somehow YOU CAN'T GIVE UP

LIFE HAS some VERY UNIQUE WAYS TO BRING YOU DOWN TO STOP YOUR DREAMS, TO GIVE YOU PAIN TO CHANGE YOUR AMBITION, Your breath, YOUR AIM It’s funny when you thought all your plans were going down and crashed but yet you still had courage to stand. Not to build another one but just to figure it out When you suppose to give up by all the pain and failure I did it like hundreds time I never really give up as far as I can remember, seeing me alive is one of the prove (thehe)

When I wonder why…. Then I found one thing That I don’t really live for myself It’s because there is I in someone’s dreams or my beloved people dreams My mom keeps me in her prayers every night to keep me breathing and live my life every single day.. she lives to see me alive. When I give up she’d be so sad My family has their dreams and I involved in it. While I feel like I want to end all this complicated stuff they’re just keeping me breathing. Where do I get all the power to start walking after I stop, to start standing after I fall, to start smiling after I cry,, it is from their prayers and hopes.. We cannot be a selfish one We have to survive in order to give back and to pay forward They keep you ALIVE, and maybe you MIGHT NOT NOTICE IT And thank you for that… _24th of December 2012